Friday, May 15, 2009

emotional

A friend of mine came over to my house earlier on today. We were just hanging out in my living room/kitchen when his boy friend called him. They were argueing about various things. I was laying down near him, and was in a semi-conscious sleep mode. I figure he would have left the room if he didn't want me to hear. I overheard a good deal of it, though I tried to tune it out. Afterwards, as he was getting ready to leave I could see that he had tears in his eyes, which he quickly hid with his shades. I asked him if everything was alrigh, he said yes.
I didn't expect him to talk about it with me, but I was concerned. There was something about hearing such a personal conversation and some of the specific things I heard, that made me feel uncomfortable. I felt protective of my friend. It also makes me sad when people who love each other argue. Even now, hours afterward I feel slightly depressed thinking about this. I wish i'd left or done something else.
I dunno what this says about me, or if it means anything at all. It just triggered a lot of emotions.

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