Procrastination

I've gotten so little done over the past two days since i returned hom from the camping trip. urghh. I'd originally intended to spend this weekend down in SF, but i had things to do in SR and a mountain of HW. My family was gone for the weekend, taking my sister to her soccer tournament in Redding. I could've had the place to myself. I could've had a sleep over. hehe
I feel like I would be doing better at school and procrastinating less if I were in a relationship. The ambiguity in my romance life is stressful. I don't know who I like and what exactly I want. Each potential lover has certain attributes I like. Some are locationally more conventiently located, while others are farther away. I almost feel it would be easier if I just met someone completely new altogether. idk
Also, I'm second guessing what I want to do next year. I applied to 4 universities. 1 west coast, 2 east coast. Part of me wants to get away from the Bay Area, another part wants to stay in Santa Rosa for at least another semester, and another wants me to go to city college next year. My reason for wanting to transfer after only a year at a JC, is mostly due to the incomplete social enviorment; it's a commuter school. It's hard to network and meet people. I've been lucky to make a few good friends. But I feel I need more. I don't think City college would be good for me either. It would mean i'd probably have to live at home..which I would hate to do. And many of the friends that are still in SF, will be graduating in a few months and going away next year.
What happens next year will depend on what schools i get into, where i like and how much scholarship money I recieve.
stressss