My second semester has gone by quite well. Minus the fact that I have 5 term papers (which i've been managing suprsingly well), I'm quite satisfied with school. I realize that i'm only up here for another month and then I head home to San Francisco in early May. I've made so many friends and I realize next year isn't going to be the same. Some of them are graduating or were only here for the year on exchange and are heading home around the same time I am. next year really won't be the same.
One of my objectives for this year was to meet a special someone. Didn't happen. I've met so many available guys, but then i realize that they're probably not right for me. I also feel that my past expereinces with getting rejected my a guy (subject m), may have deterred me from pursuing other guys and exposing my vulnerabilities to them. I realize, that I had a hard time doing that with the guys I've dated here. I'm not as emotional as I used to be.
Because it's so late in the year, I'm going to take things with a grain of salt and act on my slutty desires. There are several guys I wish I'd hooked up with (and who i could have quite easily), but didn't.
I'm looking forward to seeing what san francisco has to offer me this summer. A summer romance?
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